This week was good. The four investigators got confirmed and
we have two more baptisms planned for the 7th of February. We are working hard
here, and I feel exhausted. I don’t rest very well in the summer. I sleep but I
don’t feel well rested when I get up. It’s so hot here and the sun kills me every
day. I love my area, and my companion. I’m excited for this transfer. I think
that we are going to be able to find and baptize many people. I’m excited for
the zone.
I am ripping my hair out with this
college decision. I want to go to the school where I can get the best education
and where I can have the best degree. My Options right now are CSU, BYU, UVU,
and UofU. I don’t know about UVU because I want to get a masters, and the
undergrad degree isn’t very good there. If I went there I could live with Ethan
Leonard. UofU is a good school, about the same as CSU, but a little more costly
and farther away. I don’t know anyone there except for Elliott smith, and I’m
not sure if he is able to live with me. The last option is CSU. I LOVE CSU. I
love Fort Collins. CSU is the cheapest and the closest to home. It’s the same
as UofU in undergrad wise. If I live there I would have to find a house with Ben
or Michael. The downsides are that it would be harder for me to find a wife in
the church and it would be harder for me to avoid vices. I am utterly lost with
taking a decision. My heart says CSU. I have friends there, and I wouldn’t be
alone. I’m afraid of going to a new school where I don’t know anyone. I’m so
lost with this decision I don’t even want to make a decision. :(
I hope this week you can get in
contact with Ben and Michael to see what their plans are. Also with Elliott
smith. I already talked with Ethan.
Love you all.
Elder Jensen